Posts tagged loadedwords.
may 15th
i had an amazing dream.. thanks brain.
i thought they were lying when they said love could be a kind of drug, but now nothing else will do.
— i think you said something comforting in response, but i can’t remember it.
if i could stop time i would take my time to get to her, stand in front of her and tell her i love her. then let the world move along as though nothing happened because my love for her is as silent as it is loud.
it doesn’t make any sense
to be this sad yet still smile ear to ear from videos of us.
i would walk the plank if your heart ever sank. drown with every frown. let it fill my lungs till you could call it a kill.
recurring
in the back of a pick up, it was the way he held me back.
my subconscious is right. i’m not satisfied. this is not enough.
people are so kind
one of the many things i let myself forget while wallowing in my emotions..
conflict
seems to describe everything about myself right now
i wish something would just make me feel better.
you know?
fuck the relevance.
does it hurt to look at me? to see me across the mirror? do you feel the pain traveling the surface of your skin? does it scare you? to think we’ll share it if closer? do you feel the distance narrowing by the touch?



